______Garden Of Happyness`.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Didn't post yesterday cuz got soccer and Chinese class (OMG!) and then after that come back home sleep

today? well today did nothiing much cant even remember what we did...too tired

haiz ok thats it im done gonna listen to MUSE now

Stockholm Syndrome (whatever that means but its a nice song from Muse)

shattered`* 3:30 PM

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

Come and take a walk with me...I need all of y'all to come and take a walk with me...I need for all of y'all to feel what I'm going through And see what I see, if you got time to take a walk with me Wait a minute now...Shit ain't like I thought it would be Come to Jersey from New York with me I know you busy...But take the time out to walk with me Pay attention on this tour with me Maybe I'm seeing something wrong Come along and make sure with me Come and take a short walk with me

Yo... I'm seeing a couple things wrong with the way that I'm living So come and walk with me I just need a second opinion Introduce you to my friends I got to see if you notice If they loyal or if they all got an ulterior motive See some snake niggaz, me and them don't deal anymore Ever since I got signed I don't know whats real anymore I'm paranoid so excuse me if I seem to be nervous But everybody from my past now they trying to resurface Trying to rekindle, They don't think I know they gone limo I got cousins I never knew they trying to pass me a demo Maybe I'm wrong, like I told you main I need your opinion Me and him never spoke before so I don't see whats so different Dudes I don't know they recognize me start extending they hand And I'm tripping ready for beef when he was only a fan (why?)Cause these niggaz in my hood say they don't like how I'm reppin' Let me know how strongly you feel, will I be needing my weapon As some sort of protection, should I carry a pen and pad And ask everybody in the fucking hood for they suggestionI'm letting the labels know that Jersey City is gifted (dog)When they didn't know that Jersey City existed, but it's cool dogCertain cats in Jersey City so hateful (Hateful)And certain cats in Jersey City ain't grateful (Ain't grateful)All they say is I don't chill anymore Ever since I got signed they don't think I'm real anymoreI'm told I shouldn't be alone cause I'm a star in my hood Something might happen now, they know who you are in the hood, they do So I can't tell you how I feel anymore Ever since I got signed I can't tell what's real anymore, you feelin' me dog

Come and take a walk with me...I need all of y'all to come and take a walk with me...I need for all of y'all to feel what I'm going through And see what I see, if you got time to take a walk with me Wait a minute now...Shit ain't like I thought it would be Come to Jersey from New York with me I know you busy...But take the time out to walk with me Pay attention on this tour with me Maybe I'm seeing something wrong Come along and make sure with me Come and take a short walk with me

See to me it's heavy, but to you it may seem petty Let's continue walking, I know you ain't tired already I take you to meet my girl I got to see if you notice If she love me or if the bitch got an alterial motive Why am I hated cause I handle my business Ain't got to look for a girl nowadays cause almost all these niggaz is bitches See 'em often while we walking I'll show you the drug dealers and some dudes that hate me word on the streets is they real killers dog Where was the hate back when I wasn't on my feet An alcoholic, school dropout, just a bum on the street Where was the hate during my adolescence Back when that psychiatrist was trying hard to get me on immanic depression so man I don't recall none of this happenin' back then And I don't understand I was still rappin' back then So I got to ride with a gun From trying to get my mom and pop up out of the slums and provide for my sonIf you met my baby moms would you notice If she was ready for a child of if her ass had an alterial motiveI don't know what she's teaching Trey but everyday he get older Angie's bitter and feel like now that I'm successful I owe her Cause she would hold me so tight when I was ready to relapse Tell me to relax, I ain't know no better straight out of rehab Bottom line I was lonesome But we was wrong for each other, Angie I grown some Got bigger issues, if you went to Def Jam would you notice If they was out for my best interest or do they just see a dollar in Joseph? (Ugh)Guess I ain't sure how I feel anymore Ever since I got signed I can't tell what's real anymoreI mean them same record execs that wanted me in Don't care that I'm the next nigga, they just wanna see spins I swear Guess I ain't sure how I feel anymore Ever since I got signed I can't tell what's real anymore, you feelin' me dog

Come and take a walk with me...I need all of y'all to come and take a walk with me...I need for all of y'all to feel what I'm going through And see what I see, if you got time to take a walk with me Wait a minute now...Shit ain't like I thought it would be Come to Jersey from New York with me I know you busy...But take the time out to walk with me Pay attention on this tour with me Maybe I'm seeing something wrong Come along and make sure with me Come and take a short walk with me

shattered`* 4:59 PM

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Friday, March 14, 2008

ahahaha......

nothing to say except

slept at 9 plus

woke up at 3 in the morn

slept at 6 in the morn today.

woke up at 12 in the noon.

about 7 people said hello

i was still sleeping

UNTIL my mum was calling

freaked me out at first

and then i finally woke up with a scare

msgs from bro

damn

shit

wth

anyways was able to play CABAL today

a cool game i say

made from the creators of audition maple and more

but this game ruled

damn its so cool

addicted to it

tomorrow got home tuition

wth...

and then after that

play CABAL again

damn fun

and then some packing up to do

shit

and then nothing else

haaha....

she lik ahem! loves 2 guys

not jealous

over it

still trying to let go

crying in my heart

FOR FREEDOM

end of post

bye bye

shattered`* 12:11 AM

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Tuesday, March 4, 2008

alot of times she wrote his name and his name is!who cares you wont know anyways...get jealous alot lately,just made fun of her name and also got soccer and ache from it today...

wanna try to make "mini-posts" just like how Ayu's Sis does,one post,few words... anyways realllllly tired and wanna try sleep early but i get tempted to listen to music like im addicted to it,wellll i am addicted to music now before sleep must listen music la.in bus must listen music.in school before assembly listen music.in class want to listen music but Guang Xu willl write down my name for a small assed god damned reason and that reason is LISTEN TO MUSIC IN CLASS well when no teacher then i will listen if only he wont butt in wat other people is doing wth...

now im so bored...nothing to say to Ayu when she is online during the weekends cuz all i can only comment on her pweetyness and also in class today she wrote a damned 4 page thousands of one guy's name on fulscap i was jealous then but i get the feeling i wanna let go but i just cant...its like as if she is someone i would stay with for years but we prolly wont last for 5 weeks cuz she finds me irritating and i find myself irritating only around her well looks like this is not a mini-post and it is like a composition.i just love how i like to be called an irritating sunava***** but some people are encouraging me that im not

well nady is driving me up my ass's wall she is always toking about HOT guys with me ALWAYS and why?just becuz her frens dont care she wants to "fit in" with the guys well one thing i can say here nad even though i care about whatever you do doesnt mean i care what happened to you and yr bf i can let out a lil secret about what she said to me abt her distant cuzen and its...forget it she will hate me forever JUST BECUZ I WAS ABOUT TO LET OUT HER SECRET and whats more if i did more sit ups and look more lean i wouldn't be so lazy and if only i studied hard i wouldn't have trouble with my parents...

they sometimes forget the limit of MY attitude even the dumbest of people gets freedom and the coolest phone they can get and i dont and they think im an express student who has a borderline case which i dont cuz there are alot more worse people than me what heck do they think i am anyways

seems like every new paragraph comes out a new topic and i wonder how many words i have already typed well hey GUESS WHAT!its the end of this freaking post!!wheee!ITS SO BORING PEOPLE SAY I SUCK...well a lil someone say i suck and now another guy say i suck and well MORE!argh so whats more can i say this is the end hope certain people read it cuz i seriously want them to read my messages AND THAT INCLUDES NAD AND IDAYU before i try to call idayu EEEEE DIE LA YOU! again like what i did cuz im so jealoused and before i damnably slap the freaking smile of nad when she talks about hot guys....

shattered`* 8:57 PM

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