Ok i wont wait to tell till im alone the dilemma im in is about 2 "objects"both are nice one is considered fren the other considered a fav (but when with people you should know) i dont know which one both are beatifully(a clue) "designed by god and i can only choose one unless my fav now dont mind but then.my fav used to be another person's fav and i kinda feel bad for that person so i told the fav so and so but didn say that she should be that other person's fav again but then that fav all told me that...thats it im saying it...that she is scared that she might lose me cuz our school is kinda far (hillgrove to new town IS kinda far to some)and now im so thinking so stupidly and now im in more of a dilemma my mind is in KAOS so i cant really decide the one im with now or with her(not gonna say who YET in new town in my class gossip travels realy real fast) so i asked a friend for advice and she told me i gotta do what her ex does so i told her i decide to wait so now i cant really decide now im so stessed on who to choose if i choose "her" the one im with now will be alone for awhile and i kinda feel bad after she said she is afraid to lose me and if i choose the one im with now,we cant really do things TOGETHER we will just stay bored and all and can only resort to keyboards in means to entertain ourselves...and also to add to the stress MY PARENTS SUDDENLY SUCK! they are to fricking serious GOD DAMMIT!
